Marriage and Kids.
Bf and I were talking about marriage yesterday and he said he wants to get married next year..........i laughed and laughed and laughed (OK! u get the point) I just see marriage as such a "Grown up" thing. I guess i still see myself as very young sometimes. He then mentioned kids and i froze all over! Am i scared of labor pains? Hell yes! Am i worried that having kids will affect my figure and I'll have to work out like hell to get it back?? Hell yes! Am i worried that i wont be a good mother or that I'm too self absorbed sometimes or impatient to take care of another human being? HELL YES!
He wants 4 kids, i say i want 2 and they better be twins. Don't get me wrong, i like babies, they are cute and cuddly and everything but they also change your life forever.
I was watching a young mother and her 3 or 4 yr old today at a fast food restaurant, the boy made a mess of his food, then proceeded to climb on the chairs, the tables and at a point he was singing at the top of his voice and swinging from a pole. Now this might be normal restless behavior for a child but i was already irritated. I don't know..........am i weird?